About

Who am I? A living miracle and a disaster all in one…

I’ve somehow escaped death multiple times (not an exaggeration but we’ll get there later) but I’m still here and still trying to find my purpose.

Ive been journaling since I was 8, and with everything thats happened in the last few years Ive had more and more on my mind and less and less time to physically write out everything onto paper that I need to get out. So I’ve ended up here, because I am way faster at typing and my hands don’t cramp up as quickly.

This is my live journal. One might think, “Sharing intimate journal thoughts for the public?! Isn’t that crazy?” Probably, but I’m a bit crazy myself. Also, my parents read my journal in high school and then punished me for what they found which was traumatizing. Since then I guess you can say I’ve quite literally been an open book.

These are my real thoughts and opinions. Some you may not like or agree with, but remember, this is my journal. It is here and open for you for understanding and insight – to addiction, parenthood, mental health disorders and life in general.

I may not have lived a long life, but I have lived a full one and hope to help anyone who has been in my shoes and is searching for guidance or just someone to commiserate with.